I'm Just A girllll

A Place In This World

I dont know what i want, So dont ask me, cause im still trying to figure it out. 

Don't know what's down this road, 

im just walking.

Trying to see through the rain coming down.

Even though im not the only one,

that feels the way i do.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,

Oh, but life goes on. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans,

And im wearing my heart on my sleeve. Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.

Can you tell me what more do i need? 

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah, 

but that's okay.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,

Oh, but life goes on. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Maybe im just a girl on a mission, 

but im ready to fly.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

Oh, i'll be strong, i'll be wrong.

Oh, but life goes on.

Oh, im alone, on my own, 

and that's all i know. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Oh, im just a girl.

Oh, im just a girl.

Oh, oh.Oh, im just a girl.

hello world!its 1.37 a.m and my eye still fresh,I couldn't sleep well  and I use this time to blogging, actually I have class tomorrow morning, i was wondering what i'm gonna do during lecture.Having a long napping was my habit,back from college i just throw my bag and landing for few hours..i would like to say wooo that nice!!!!
When i'm sleep early, i couldn't wake up early but when i'm sleep late i probably can wake up early, huhu..
hope so my class tomorow kena batal..hihi only one chapter to go, my orga end, can't wait oo..now i'm focusing my project, its quite hard but getting A for this subject so easy..............................................................
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I need my hug

it's would be better if someone can hug me just a while since i receive task from my mum!When i said i'm going to KL and buy ticket going home,my mum will ring me every moment, as usual mum will throw me many question that i couldn't answer it and honestly i can't answer it!!"when your coming home","did you money enough for this month"erm..i just said yes, my money still can support me~~nevertheless the reality is =(! i miss her so much!!!different with my dad, he's never ask same question as my mum do otherwise he will make me laugh as long as i'm talking seriously with him haha,thats the way dad communicate with us btw dad taking seriously and strictly about his daughter!!i <3 u dad.Arghh i'm mile from my family now Ouchh that hurt me sob!sob!
Sooner will be December i still count for it!!!!!!

Undefined!!still puzzle..

imma be sick if i'm still continue doing the same thing all the time.I couldn't stand it anymore i'm fucking stress having such stuff,of course with my facebook!!!, everyone limitings their time nevertheless me twenty four seven facing with it,Mummy  i couldn't leave it even just awhile.Envy with my friends who already wake from their dream,i just want my old Eca though who before was the diligent and brave girl(i guess),after moving from hostel all matter was change, it's totally different then before, is it the matter about attitude or rental house???till now i still can't answer it.I ring my mummy fews days ago and wanna share my feeling, but I couldn't tell her,feel that theres was zip on my mouth, i'm crying without tears, first time I heard mum said like that.i'm sorry Mum..

I never expected what will happen soon, my friend request me to push him to study, how can i'm push him even though i'm the one who need help.i'm rumble to do stupid stuff then study.i'm addicted having a long nap tough, its was my big problem, after back from college as usually checking my fb and  off course chatting about an hours and onward as long as I didn't fell sleepy i will  keep my eye on screen,guessing that surfing reduced my stress.if i could turn back, i will change all the mistake that i've done before. Anonymous said,everyone having their past now u just learn it, it's doesn't matter how biggest mistake u did, u still have long way to through. erm i'm looking forward!!!

i'm trying  manage my schedule and being nice to my self , hope it would be success, i'm plan to deactivated  my fb huh,,just a planning...

101010

Such as beautiful day!!

the day that kids went to Sunday school

the days all catholics went to church 

the days we remember Almighty GOD

the day i praise the LORD

the day family's gathering

the day having resting mind

the world resting day

the day making funny conversation

the day was the best time to watching movie

the best day having picnic

the best day having an romantic dinner with HIM

the blogging,MSN,Bearshare Day

the best day taking a long nap

the best day helping mum and dad

the best day having argument with sisters 

the best day having fight with them haha

the 10/10/10 was the day we enjoy, leaving all the freaking moody

some of the list above i haven't do it 

lets time determine it,

soon it will be done by time..

upset i was in Kelantan ,no more cheerful Sunday =)

Sunday school at college, from 10 am to 5 pm

tiring day!!

nvm, God already have plan why He sent me Here(Kelantan)

Cheers to Almighty God..

2.27 am..Monday already

good bye Sunday

more Sunday coming soon.!!

<3 Sunday

The October's

stop showing off..thats the word i heard from the "Mangkuk"!!!it's not easy to find the newest thing if we don't try it, "try first before use it" same as we bought dress!!Boys and Girls are 2*5=10!i wnder why the "mangkuk" said like that, is it jealous or envy me, huh,,,Stop with the mangkuk one,,,very irritated..actly mangkuk never realize that, i'm glad if she/he angry with me, nah it's normal if someone acting bodoh2 like Mangkuk hahaha..(bad girl),,..Dear house mate..if your read my post, do not feel, ur are the one of the Mangkuk!! the Mangkuk was another person.=)..ah  after you read this, don't ask me many question about Mangkuk's, i wont answer it hahah...Mangkuk's not sabahan aw k!!!MANGKUK I ERASE U FROM MY  PRETTY BRAIN!!!LOL+GIGGLE.......~~END~~
it's 2.33 am n i still wake up =), then i'm pretty sure outside there, these much people still roam, still facing with their books(not like me,lol),facebook-ing(mostly people do),gaming n of cos VAMPIRE!!!the pungitss
Recently, i was freaking tired/busy,dancing practice, choir, assgment,PLC lab, nah the raya day(last week),!!its sound like trivia, erm for me, i categories its busy..i do no what your views actually!!!anyway i'm so thankful to holy Papa,,coz almost my class start at 10.00 am..nah i can sleep tight at night even i back home late and sleep late too..the Raya day was very memorable, this is the last time i'm celebrating Raya with my PA, n my electronic lecturer Pn Haslinah, Pn so excited celebrating Raya with us and  she sponsor everything for our group ,and Pn cooked for us too, the yummy NASI AYAM she made, wah it's make me take the second round,,wasseaaaa

our table full of food, Mdm Haslinah chicken rice is the main dishes here..

Me, My cutes one senior(sis iman), and stacy

the most i like was the fresh vegetable!!

sis Ahwana and Stacy made it" fruit salad with macaroni" 

i'm so bloody happy with all things happened surround me!!i was so amaze!!all the decoration created by boys, its was conduct by Artono haha( i'm proud of u "sibling" ha2)..he was the older n senior there..

ah' this is the last RAYa i guess...i'm gonna miss the moment, the way we cooperate, discussing, even buying stuff for raya,,i will list it into my Books..

Now,,i cant wait for feast day...have performance woo malu lha..

~~the best feast day ever after!!!~~

      ~~perform well soon~~

           ~~get ready for the coming Friday~~

Frederica John was happy at this moment,,she got big smile with her sleepy face...(^@^)..

end--3.29 a.m

what suppose to be i greet u > good night or good morning?

Peggy's Day (^@^)

Today gonna be my day,last night i can't close my eyes, i was thinking about i will be 20th tomorrow...!! thats was bad,i pray to God "Give me courage dear lord" then slowly i fall asleep at 3.oo am...i got nightmare thats night,i woke up,,at 4.oo am again..got much pain tht time...

I take my mp4, n hear my fvrite thats song the only way i dodge from fears.

my alarm ring, i woke up with my swollen eyes!!!LOL

Gosh!! i'm the first reader in mass ..wah so trembling ooo...even i can't sing the opening mass,awful

but lord always with me..i'm whisper "lord this is my day please help me" nah lord pick up my ring.."dear child i know u self esteem weak",,,nah take this pill of courage,,jeng2,,,

wah fearless,,me with my mimic blurry face stand up,,bravely read the words of god..thnks god for the pil...

erm,,todays no hip hop dance, wasting my time jah change my cloths erm,,"hip hop will be postpone till next week".huh..

tak pe2 sabar jah lha!!!

nah, all bad things happened when we arrived to Pantai timur,, its start with the bakery workers, low costumer service, aiyah treat costumer like shitt!!!!god bless them jh lha..

after that we been cheated by stupid bloody hell kereta Sapu.huh pretending to be pak cik Ibrahim,,ish wht ashamed le,,people like that got money in wrong way..FORGOT BOUT THE BLOODY BAD THINGsss,,,,,

nah my birthday cake!!!!! jeng2..

nah,,the right site was Donna's cake yummy chocolate cake yurm3..then the other one was mine

i forgot wht the flavor...i don't care bout the flavor , yang penting SEDAPPPP!!!!!!!! ha3

the owner of the cakes .....nah matching black n white,,,(^@^)..see i'm the best chooser ever,,,(perasae)

this is what we do after our tummy full...,,taking pic every way,,don't scared bout people say about us,,,,huh,,

its all bout my dayss

Peggy's favorite quote

Religious quote's

The fewer the words, the better the prayer

~Martin Luther~

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble

~Psalms 46:1~

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There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.
~ Mother Teresa~

The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.
~ Pearl S. Buck~

Families quote's

When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses.

~Joyce Brothers~

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.

~Desmond Tutu~

Self-Esteem quote's

Do not to wish to be anything but what u are, and try to be that perfectly

~St.Francis De Sales~

Be yourself,there is something that you can do better than any other.Listen to inward voice and bravely obey that

~Unknown author~

Be yourself, there is something that you can do better than any other.Listen to inward voice and bravely obey that

ermmm,,,,this is all my favorite quote <3

i just found it a few hours ago when i browsing something in internet, actually i don't know why i click this "QUOTE" link, maybe god want to show me somethings,,hehehe,,

firstly i i want copy n paste it directly into my document,,.but i remember i have my BLOG!!!!hahaha then i copy n paste it into my wallll

thank god for today...

Starting with Peggy's day

Good afternoon~~

(^@^)

nah..

dis morning i woke up very late 12.05 pm

as usual i'm taking my lunch

it's very2 simple menu

green apple with a cup of tea

lol

i'm not in diet ok(i guess so)

now

it's time to learn guitar

haha

i realize that i'm exactly like the little girl above..

lol

she maybe better than me or either...

now i know lil bit about guitar,,

i meant not the historical about guitar

but

i know the guitar chord

already

i'm so happy

first time i learn it from my house mate

i can play three song in the same chord

CAmFG

haha

i'm addicted to learn it more..

my bro so amaze when i say i wanna learn guitar..

lol

he tease me about my age..

ar'

ah' mw belajar gitar umur sudah tua...

yaii

i don't care about my age!!!

wekkk

anyway he is good bro actually , he support me when i'm start to learn somethings

like learning guitar..

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Another boring daysss

Holiday!!!!!

student say that" i need more rest" the weekend doesn't enough for me to relax my mind!!!!

that the statement i always heard form them,,

seem everyone need more rest..for me holiday is so fucking bored!!

since the holiday start

i'll try to write something to my wall ,

well...

now it's begin with..

MUMMY I MISS YOU..

u'r daughter need u here!!!

poor me ~sob~....

really dislike boring...

every second, minute , hour ,

i do the same things as always

facebook-ing, watching movie, play game...

ermm

wo xiang nian home liao..

just realize that i got homesickss

btw i have my friends here,,,

seem that all my friends do the same things

it's nothing compare to my home

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taking nap