Disappointed......!!!

hate being like this,all things happened had reason!!! arrggh what kind reason would it be..

just didn't occupy what they need, they label me as irresponsible person..dude u think i'm robot!!

lets it be mine when all idiot didn't know what i'm feeling..

Omigoshhh,.

My experience taught me what burden you gonna carry until the objective accomplish..

 being to do it and doing it until people believe in you and i got a feeling that i'm such as object in the middle of table that every one can blame me in the same time..

i'm very disappointed being me, didn't manage to resolve what task i got..

till now what i got was nothing..

i'm sorry chingunya..

after few weeks i holds this position i guess i'm walking through failure..

i'm feeling to write down what i'm feeling today..just then this is not a diary but just a journal that make me happy to make my new entry for this morning..

pity my Pumpkin, he's always been scolded by me

i'm sorry Pumpkin..

i didn't mean it.

sorry..
esh..its been so long i didn't update my bloggies,
i need some space lha for my bloggiees but internet didn't access very well
we using our neighbor line which less than 2 bar line connected into our pc..
our modem haven't yet remove to our new house
but we still pay it..not "aci"..
lol