Undefined!!still puzzle..

imma be sick if i'm still continue doing the same thing all the time.I couldn't stand it anymore i'm fucking stress having such stuff,of course with my facebook!!!, everyone limitings their time nevertheless me twenty four seven facing with it,Mummy  i couldn't leave it even just awhile.Envy with my friends who already wake from their dream,i just want my old Eca though who before was the diligent and brave girl(i guess),after moving from hostel all matter was change, it's totally different then before, is it the matter about attitude or rental house???till now i still can't answer it.I ring my mummy fews days ago and wanna share my feeling, but I couldn't tell her,feel that theres was zip on my mouth, i'm crying without tears, first time I heard mum said like that.i'm sorry Mum..

I never expected what will happen soon, my friend request me to push him to study, how can i'm push him even though i'm the one who need help.i'm rumble to do stupid stuff then study.i'm addicted having a long nap tough, its was my big problem, after back from college as usually checking my fb and  off course chatting about an hours and onward as long as I didn't fell sleepy i will  keep my eye on screen,guessing that surfing reduced my stress.if i could turn back, i will change all the mistake that i've done before. Anonymous said,everyone having their past now u just learn it, it's doesn't matter how biggest mistake u did, u still have long way to through. erm i'm looking forward!!!

i'm trying  manage my schedule and being nice to my self , hope it would be success, i'm plan to deactivated  my fb huh,,just a planning...