hurm..hi bloggies whatcha doing???

huhu, long time i didn't make any entry to my blog,

 btw i need some changes here..WHAT!!!!!..

i preferred didn't want use WTH words again, its kinda rude lha if use that word..tuing2

 "only on my mouth"..hihihihi

hurmmm

i'm happy i manage grade the 3 years courses..even its hard to learn but i found something special about this courses, not just an the hardest among the courses, but the bonding i made from dde's student. Guess i got gigantic impact form what i made that's make me forgot about homesick..

the relationship form friends to another friends give me lesson how's life goes on,
thanks my dear friends.
Last day in kelantan was my last memory with my friends, especially k.aisayh, k.niah and my geng aso..
credit to Ambee and wennis  whose  make our  bowling best happening ..whose raja LONGKANG!! huhu Lucu lha kmu..

well done ambee.... at last u made it..

wennis...hai....

hahahaha..lucu...happy dpt main bwling kunun..hihi

with lisa a.k.a malaysia..i mess you gurengit huhu


this is part of my last memory with them, now its just an sweet memory that i can remember again..
hope someday we dare to meet again..huhu "ada perkataan DARE disitu ya"




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hurm now lets move to part 2, 
after penat shopping<---bgus klu shopping, pnat jln adalh...
my classmate and he juniorien all datang to gave surprise to our b'<3 lecturer..sir,afizal..
sssh he doesn't know, we gave him birthday cake..huh
best tawk tgk dorng main bwling, even i didn't play it, i still enjoy it..

 happy face kan junior2 sya termasuk yg pakai bju i<3 utm huhuh
thanks all..

guess who's this...huhu
strike or not?

kfc with dde's student+sir afizal
second time on that day..
tqvm to sir,,i eat half of u cake huhu
btw its sedp,,huhu

hahaha,,my junioriens sekalian..
i hope we will meet 1 day..btw
good luck yeah..
do the best among the best..
bye3..
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well i guess, after  finish my study i'll be senang-lenang goyang kaki stay at home like princess,,huh! it's totally SALAH!!! huh!
 these so many oo i gonna do, resume done,applying job done.i hope ada juga lha yg terbesar mta to read my   resume huhu..i guess n hope so..hhihi 

bye3 bloggiesss...GBU all

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Disappointed......!!!

hate being like this,all things happened had reason!!! arrggh what kind reason would it be..

just didn't occupy what they need, they label me as irresponsible person..dude u think i'm robot!!

lets it be mine when all idiot didn't know what i'm feeling..

Omigoshhh,.

My experience taught me what burden you gonna carry until the objective accomplish..

 being to do it and doing it until people believe in you and i got a feeling that i'm such as object in the middle of table that every one can blame me in the same time..

i'm very disappointed being me, didn't manage to resolve what task i got..

till now what i got was nothing..

i'm sorry chingunya..

after few weeks i holds this position i guess i'm walking through failure..

i'm feeling to write down what i'm feeling today..just then this is not a diary but just a journal that make me happy to make my new entry for this morning..

pity my Pumpkin, he's always been scolded by me

i'm sorry Pumpkin..

i didn't mean it.

sorry..
esh..its been so long i didn't update my bloggies,
i need some space lha for my bloggiees but internet didn't access very well
we using our neighbor line which less than 2 bar line connected into our pc..
our modem haven't yet remove to our new house
but we still pay it..not "aci"..
lol

P.R.O.B.L.E.M.M.A~~ aishhh

Anyo!!!wink2*

yesterday i'm a bit malas to update my bloggie..

not fully malas lah but malas balik rumah again, leceh lha if balik2 ualng-alik balik rumah..

better i bring some stuff for 2 or 3 days kann..

ermmm today we got another problemma bullshit selama we all stay at hostel

the sloppy trying tu peek our home again fuck is it..

last night our friends saw our tabir already di buka, all our stuff kena nampak from outside,,

few days ago, frineds of mine also saw motorcycle infront of our house

in day time...esh what exactly ah yg sloppy nie maok..

huh better i stay at hostel than this hell house looo..

its like i'm facing gigantic death..huh

erm it bit good news lah, we found house at kurnia jaya, the rent same as our hell house

it good lha when we move there, there we got neighbour and our sabahan frineds,

btw, the owner need money A.S.A.P huh where ar i can that money.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

1.4K for one house,goshhh i'm pokai already T_T

banyak ooo maok byar this semester, i thought last semester we can senang lenang, shopping everywhere..

lol..

okay, now what i want to say,,i'm just fine with it..yang penting i'm going back sabah early,

i don't want stay here anymore, never ..

look i didn't enjoy my weekends pun, friday having mass(i loike)

saturday got class till 12.30 esh after that

paking stuff for moving,,

penat gila..

hectic

btw

it our test from god, what we need is thinking positively about what happened before,

no matter lemah us, God still dekat kita..

positive ECA....

Lets Rojakkk it...

Anyo lol unusually me,rarely say any greetings to you all before blogie..so pathetic~~

bha me wanna cerita bha nie about my self lately!!aishh 1st we masih tinggal di hostel, scared with the criminal@penceroboh, 2nd we all need find home quicks...tpi these a big problem we got here, susah betul ooo mw cari rumah, ada pun so expansive muhau nokonogi, ada satu rumah at Kurnia Jaya, 

simple house but fully equipment yang teruknya pla the owner needs 6 person only and each

 of us needs to pay $$ 150.00 per month sot2 liao, aduhh when the ppl who responsible to take care the house say to us, the owner only want Muslim people aiguuu, wei se me ar!!

eshhh if we don't get any home within this week terpaksalah kmi tidur di rumah ber"hantu" mogot po ee mananakau  only maganu  our stuffies if the mananakau want to raped us, macam mana,.

these so many sejarah ohw about this home what we heard from our senior, haro student sabah kena tetak hhhhuuuuh so scary ohh, i'm so tiredlah lately, need to finish up my assignment,

 prepare for test, need to find sponsored for kemadi..aiguuuu ottokajo2,.tommorow got test pemproses elektronik, aish ada surat aku janji lagi tu, if we didn't manage to get 8 and above kena suruh drop lha subject nie,alamak tpikan i got feeling kan "encik" just want to scare us lha, subject membaca of course lha boring, especially in mid day,,,eshh btw i'm going to explode it....booommmm**

you know what my gigi belakang mw patah , macam old baby already, so hard to chew food aish mw makan ayam pun susah! ah tue 1st nie ulcer lagi datang menyerang, shen ping!!!esh 

if lah ada tooth fairy kan ok, than i will wish that i'm became millionair 

lol

k lah wanna go to my second house 1st,..

lets meet tomorrow okay 

if i got free lha 

lol

bye bloggerrssss

wink2

W.T.F ~~

yeah when we mention about W.T.F we easily get wrong about this alphabet some people just directly translate WTF was What The Fuck(mostly ppl say), actually W.T.F also stand for Wednesday, Thursday,Friday days in a week nah if  ppl using their brain wisely of course she/he can create such beautiful word, not specific it into one shitt..ah already bnyak says lah k now i'm gonna using the same alphabet W.T.F stand for What The Fuck with intruder, nah lets its be my last post in this month 28 FEBRUARY 2011 on Monday at 2.59 pm..

This is what happened to our house on 26 Feb 11, fuck our house been sloppy by foolish ppl, when i was lie down on my "TOTO" around 12.45 am, one of my room mate begging my another friends to look at the window,she just say "eeeee " without looking at the window we run away from our room at the same time we heard something weird sound from roof, my room got porch and in front of the porch got roof, I was very2 scared at that time, i'm just worried about my self and my phone,i don't know what happened to me if i didn't get back my phone, it's very important to me though, all my certificate, identity card my money and laptop at my room.We going to down stair and checked if someone out side there, one of my friends peek at the sliding goshh ada tangga kayu lean at the porch roof...we all trembling at that time, but God always protect his child, some of Sabahan student who living around our housing came to help us....I was crying and don't know what i was supposed to do...it's challenging my temper lha..if i got that ppl sure i will kill him..It's was 1st invasion that nite..

Around 3am, another guys come to our house doing the same dirty work..fuckk!!Me and my friends still wake up at that time and talk nonsense, a few minute later we heard our gate has been shaken by someone, goshhiee W.T.H ah people like that, what they want from us, when our Sabahan friends arrived, the criminal run away and been pursed by them..kotoh, Robby(my sabahn friends) going to yus corner(warung) and bumped with this guy(criminal) he was my trembling when Robby shake hand with him...ketara bodoh, penakut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..3 of my friends going to police station to report it. you know wht, the stupidoo police didn't take any respond about it...fuckkk he just said" if anything happened again, call us" shitt with t'is statement....

Another invasion happened at 4.30 am i think ..Lucky our Sabahan friends stay sentry from out side , pity them,..when Achin(dd bf) told DD, these a car in front of our house. i feel that time, i'm gonna burn this house..shittt,,,btw thanks to sabahan student who help us until u all didn't take ur sleep may god bless you..
erm. just say it's 3in 1 coffee mix...may god bless the ppl who "menceroboh rumah kami"
u know what because of the penceroboh we become fugitive..now we stay at hostel for few days before we get a new house.....




  

Hesitation~~~~

I still doubt about my decision to occupy my emptiness and scared that the step I've made before was wrong,God know what I feel, last night I tried one application about God massage at facebook, I was so surprise when this word come out...

 "that doubt is the rust of life. Doubt holds you landlocked in

 paralysis unable to move either way. 
The time you spent doubting is the time you are not alive.

 So, rid yourself of the doubt, take that step one way or another,

 your heart knows what is best, but take it right now"

than just now, when i'm using this app again the massage i get, exactly about what i'm feeling today ,it's totally coincidence.Maybe God wanna show his massage through this app,..

"that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep. 

You've been worrying too much about the future lately. 

So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have 

a peaceful evening and a restful sleep".

i'm very seldom read the biblical, so i don't know what massage He will sent to me in every single minute.Last few day God test me through my weaknesses, i don't know lha whether its my weakness or just my fear, i just classify it in term of weakness.When i'm decide to do it, the impact i've got was bad,but I feel I got an experience before and thats the reason me wanna to continue it but somehow the "things" give me a lots burden...weird2 guttttttttttttt arghhhhhhhh Good decision come out with goods things(hope so), Being to do it and doing it.