Hesitation~~~~

I still doubt about my decision to occupy my emptiness and scared that the step I've made before was wrong,God know what I feel, last night I tried one application about God massage at facebook, I was so surprise when this word come out...

 "that doubt is the rust of life. Doubt holds you landlocked in

 paralysis unable to move either way. 
The time you spent doubting is the time you are not alive.

 So, rid yourself of the doubt, take that step one way or another,

 your heart knows what is best, but take it right now"

than just now, when i'm using this app again the massage i get, exactly about what i'm feeling today ,it's totally coincidence.Maybe God wanna show his massage through this app,..

"that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep. 

You've been worrying too much about the future lately. 

So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have 

a peaceful evening and a restful sleep".

i'm very seldom read the biblical, so i don't know what massage He will sent to me in every single minute.Last few day God test me through my weaknesses, i don't know lha whether its my weakness or just my fear, i just classify it in term of weakness.When i'm decide to do it, the impact i've got was bad,but I feel I got an experience before and thats the reason me wanna to continue it but somehow the "things" give me a lots burden...weird2 guttttttttttttt arghhhhhhhh Good decision come out with goods things(hope so), Being to do it and doing it.

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Serenity

                    Since i touched Cassie's camera I feel like I want my own.Well it's my desire since last semester but i cannot fulfill it..

i wish that i can have it on my birthday soon (^_*) its was so nice when you taking picture in a middle of panorama instead you never mind people around you..thats what i feel  when do photographer.

 The way i got serenity...

I took my picture using my own hand phone  N81 8GB, the best way i fulfill my leisure time after facebook-ing ,self-cam and edit picture was my favorite instead i thats can  improve my skill in photography...

using Photoscape software 

self camera maniac 1

edited by me

self-cam maniac 2

self-cam maniac 3

all my art for one and the half hour, btw it's just nice i think,not too perfect wanna  make it smooth  on my another picture after this.i'm trying using different software to make my picture more professional.

only N81 I can get a perfect snap...btw i'm looking for my NIKON-DSLR soon,

this is what i want.......<3 <3

look my future cam lensss...that is nice..

일일 난 그냥 사진에서 내 평온을 할까, 원하는 것을 얻을 것이다

Naturalllllllly

Its natural when some people acting crazier, this is what happened to day based on my experience..

gosshhh ngeee owh kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

What if i act another personality like eca a.k.a Go hara, eca a.k.a sailoormonn lol "by the power of moon..."phewww  thats my favorite cartoon when i was childhood .Being another person doesn't mean i'm copying her/his characteristic or even mimics..for me he/she just my model whereas i can learn a good things from them.So don't ever think if people copying another people are "minta puji" hrmm OK i perasan what kind changes i've experienced lol of course with my weight wink2 ( ^_*) bt nvm as long i can breath thats enuf for me(chee).
Lately i feel stranger about my self, i'm doing the things that i never do before aishhh it's embarrassing..maybe kali my friends didn't realize it and just laugh when i'm doing the stupido stuffieee,,
 seriously its involuntary action that i can't control it.
if-lha  my brain got microprocessor god willing i can control it...other hands no embarrassing mommmmment  goshhh lol well unknown said, "we just an ordinary people" God's creation..i'll accept it, but is it wrong if someone wanna be an extra-ordinary like "RAMONA AND BEEZUSS" haha,
i am who i am..kununnnnn...

  

ahhh choose which one you are......wink2

When I examine myself and my methods of thought, I come to the conclusion that the gift of fantasy has meant more to me than any talent for abstract, positive thinking.

Albert Einstein

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Naturally lyrics
Songwriters: Armato, Antonina; James, Tim; Karaoglu, Devrim;

How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature, your energy
It comes naturally
It comes naturally, yeah

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/selena-gomez-lyrics/naturally-lyrics.html )
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

When we collide sparks fly
When you look in my eyes
It takes my breath away

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

Naturally
Naturally
Naturally
Bay-bay-baby

Naturally
Naturally
Naturally
Everything, baby, comes naturally

Naturally
Naturally
Everything, baby, comes naturally

Re-update my blog , its been a while i didn't view it..my past few days was very2 enjoying come ups with new agenda in my family, wow i can't imagine its suddenly appears in my family.2011 i was always hoping that i would manage my self became a brave girl, even so sometime i'm troublesome and technically need effective treatment from the" pakar".btw i do believe in karma otherwise something miracle happened last year!i was shock ,terrifying to death geez!!wassai i'm happy that i'm not 12 but 21 already, new year came ups with new age for the new ages i'm going to be a little mature, not drastically mature like girl with 31 age. What i need is just a bit mature hope i did it ."2011" stand up and open the new chapter of my life Gu Gu Gu yeah ^^

what on earth just one word i'm got permission  to drink."Drink until you get Drunk"well i guess so i'm 21 not 12.from now on i can do what i can't to do before.Korean band giving me a lot of inspiration, not just their dressing, hairstyle,their looking but it teach me about relationship with parents,sibling moreover our own best friends.Mostly youth think why they so much  fanatic with Korean band because of she beautiful, he is handsome Gu Gu Gu it's normal. but for me i was looking for something different about them.ah you may think, i'm liar! well i admit it>>Firstly i like dancing even though i'm not pro enough but i'm currently to learn it.Learning some movement from few band like KARA, 4MINUTE etc its nice tw.LA LA LA LA LA

  

I'm Just A girllll

A Place In This World

I dont know what i want, So dont ask me, cause im still trying to figure it out. 

Don't know what's down this road, 

im just walking.

Trying to see through the rain coming down.

Even though im not the only one,

that feels the way i do.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,

Oh, but life goes on. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans,

And im wearing my heart on my sleeve. Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.

Can you tell me what more do i need? 

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah, 

but that's okay.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,

Oh, but life goes on. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Maybe im just a girl on a mission, 

but im ready to fly.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

Oh, i'll be strong, i'll be wrong.

Oh, but life goes on.

Oh, im alone, on my own, 

and that's all i know. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Oh, im just a girl.

Oh, im just a girl.

Oh, oh.Oh, im just a girl.

hello world!its 1.37 a.m and my eye still fresh,I couldn't sleep well  and I use this time to blogging, actually I have class tomorrow morning, i was wondering what i'm gonna do during lecture.Having a long napping was my habit,back from college i just throw my bag and landing for few hours..i would like to say wooo that nice!!!!
When i'm sleep early, i couldn't wake up early but when i'm sleep late i probably can wake up early, huhu..
hope so my class tomorow kena batal..hihi only one chapter to go, my orga end, can't wait oo..now i'm focusing my project, its quite hard but getting A for this subject so easy..............................................................
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