MODE: just nice...

huhhu..guess what i've been doing today, i lying on bad since i woke up..

malas maok buat kerja..

btw i do clean up my self, b4 continuous my malas2 activity..haha

hurm i've been waiting this moment to take revenge to my lil sis..

p/s to jcka " hi, nakakan nh iziou ngok2 tdi, tpi nvm i still  got mine"

but kada iziou ivai kio, there is a word of "suav"..tuing2..
au sya campin kopio megarait in KD nga tpi maan nopo lha..
antam sija c opok ckp..=)
tanak dusun ou koilo momboros dusun,
well trait from siapa juga..
huhu daddy oso didn't speak dusun with us,..malay 24/7
muhi kg, sot2 x pandai conversation in dsn..just showing my blurry face..
au maluuuu..
FYI, i know basic of my native,,thats good enough..hu2
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2nd time i like the word of ROCK!!

i do mentioned that entire of my life i haven't been rocking like that...huhu sometime i made the wrong turn,
 i could stay the right way if i want it but it is so impossible to stay away from the jila2 things..
i need some meditation though.
 i'm rare to get something that make me very2 exciting,
 before this i just fill it with shopping with my buddies...
i'm just carried away to get it..haah

even its just a small matter,
for me getting the things that you want it so long ago made a person happy..

ah!one thing i got cucu already huhuhu

my cucu is toooooooooo___thn me..hehe

p/s to my cucu don't to much face the game,,xbaek for ur mata sepet..hohoh
 orait, enough already..
bye2 bloggies
Gbu    

no mode title today

what a scarier being the scarier..

Mayday2 i'm gonna blow up it soon, huh! last time i got this feeling when i'm doing something unnecessary, 

and fortunately nothing happened on a few day, actually i thinks this is what we call life cycle..

like a wheel car..

setiap kali kereta begerak, roda sentiasa berputar..up and down..huhu
sometime when we were on  the top, and sometime we at the bottom..

two different world that make person do anything in their priority to chase the unpredictable future..

lets beat the rock as far as u can, haha a bit brutal here..

that's why i love the words of ROCK  ..

move on the existing of the scarier, nah i cancelled my karaja at Labuan, 

i supposed go there by tomorrow but i think i'm too rough lha this time, even i planed it since i back sbh..

i'm just "Orosian" if i didn't have something that make me fly away from this jobless title...

the word of "pengangur" i hate it much, (little bit kerut here)

it mimpi ngeri buat sya, xmaok22222222

jerk!!before this i always said i'm want this over so soon,

just now, i'm separuh mati want face those book again!!!!! huh,need to shoot my own head..

ooheeemgiee, org2 yg berkenaan please give ur feedback ok,,,

ogumu noh poboroson ku tie, my eye getting to siodop sudah..

otopot tia tie boros " ou teen mha if modop too early" ..adess

btw GOOD NIGHT bloggies..

mode: disappointed n sad

aiya..it's all my fault instead,

my mom burn $100 because of my neglect..

i supposed inform to Mr.pejabat post, about the payment..

aiyooo...

TERLEBIH BAYAR!!!!

 nie not me....

when you believe


Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could


There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe


In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove(s) in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe


They don't (always happen) when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
(A small but )still resilient voice
Says (hope is very near)
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believer
You will when you believe~

wanna heard this song? click here..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQsTK-NCTbE

i like this song much..1st time i heard it  i've been touching by it..if then its related to my life instead..

hurm..mom said, choose the way that u feel its right for you..and believe what u done is not coincidence..

u may choose the best journey in u life..and God will bless every single when you knock the door...

hhihi..quote from my b'<3 mom..(in our native language)

and my dad oso said mong be careful on your next journey, it will be more waiting for u" ah! don't forget  prayed,  everytime your need Him, He always on your side"

tuing2..

i don't dare to make any promise parents..i'm a bit scared about my next journey!! aiyaa 

but i'll try do the best..thanks parents to support me, both of you are supportive..

well i'm you daughter..tunig2

erm one day if mom n dad ter-read this blog..

i'll be proud of my self..

i don't know how to express my feeling infront of you,cz i'm a bit malu lha..hihih

btw i like became 1st child in our family..

terimah kasih parents

well, if that so...it will be more scarier things in my life soon, 

i need to face it..jiayou

wah! nice.. from now on i'm trying to love scarier things..

i think it could be amazing then..

ah!i want to show off lue..
parents i'll already decide i wanna be Engineer...

even mom want me to be nurse, tpi apa bleh buat i'm already falling in love with this kerja..

There can miracles when you believe!! tue song said...

ok..enough sdh lha...bye3 bloggies 

gbu

hurm..hi bloggies whatcha doing???

huhu, long time i didn't make any entry to my blog,

 btw i need some changes here..WHAT!!!!!..

i preferred didn't want use WTH words again, its kinda rude lha if use that word..tuing2

 "only on my mouth"..hihihihi

hurmmm

i'm happy i manage grade the 3 years courses..even its hard to learn but i found something special about this courses, not just an the hardest among the courses, but the bonding i made from dde's student. Guess i got gigantic impact form what i made that's make me forgot about homesick..

the relationship form friends to another friends give me lesson how's life goes on,
thanks my dear friends.
Last day in kelantan was my last memory with my friends, especially k.aisayh, k.niah and my geng aso..
credit to Ambee and wennis  whose  make our  bowling best happening ..whose raja LONGKANG!! huhu Lucu lha kmu..

well done ambee.... at last u made it..

wennis...hai....

hahahaha..lucu...happy dpt main bwling kunun..hihi

with lisa a.k.a malaysia..i mess you gurengit huhu


this is part of my last memory with them, now its just an sweet memory that i can remember again..
hope someday we dare to meet again..huhu "ada perkataan DARE disitu ya"




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hurm now lets move to part 2, 
after penat shopping<---bgus klu shopping, pnat jln adalh...
my classmate and he juniorien all datang to gave surprise to our b'<3 lecturer..sir,afizal..
sssh he doesn't know, we gave him birthday cake..huh
best tawk tgk dorng main bwling, even i didn't play it, i still enjoy it..

 happy face kan junior2 sya termasuk yg pakai bju i<3 utm huhuh
thanks all..

guess who's this...huhu
strike or not?

kfc with dde's student+sir afizal
second time on that day..
tqvm to sir,,i eat half of u cake huhu
btw its sedp,,huhu

hahaha,,my junioriens sekalian..
i hope we will meet 1 day..btw
good luck yeah..
do the best among the best..
bye3..
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well i guess, after  finish my study i'll be senang-lenang goyang kaki stay at home like princess,,huh! it's totally SALAH!!! huh!
 these so many oo i gonna do, resume done,applying job done.i hope ada juga lha yg terbesar mta to read my   resume huhu..i guess n hope so..hhihi 

bye3 bloggiesss...GBU all

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Disappointed......!!!

hate being like this,all things happened had reason!!! arrggh what kind reason would it be..

just didn't occupy what they need, they label me as irresponsible person..dude u think i'm robot!!

lets it be mine when all idiot didn't know what i'm feeling..

Omigoshhh,.

My experience taught me what burden you gonna carry until the objective accomplish..

 being to do it and doing it until people believe in you and i got a feeling that i'm such as object in the middle of table that every one can blame me in the same time..

i'm very disappointed being me, didn't manage to resolve what task i got..

till now what i got was nothing..

i'm sorry chingunya..

after few weeks i holds this position i guess i'm walking through failure..

i'm feeling to write down what i'm feeling today..just then this is not a diary but just a journal that make me happy to make my new entry for this morning..

pity my Pumpkin, he's always been scolded by me

i'm sorry Pumpkin..

i didn't mean it.

sorry..
esh..its been so long i didn't update my bloggies,
i need some space lha for my bloggiees but internet didn't access very well
we using our neighbor line which less than 2 bar line connected into our pc..
our modem haven't yet remove to our new house
but we still pay it..not "aci"..
lol